Abu Bakr's story of conversion to Islam

Abu Bakr shares his experience through his journey to finding Islam.

Ipa Tonkin's story of conversion to Islam

Ipa Tonkin talks about her experience that led her to Islam.

Saturday 19 April 2014

What it means to be a Muslim

We are all members of different societies, different cultures and subjects of different fortunes. These varying circumstances often mislead us into discriminating against one another on the grounds of our religion, color, gender, aesthetics and material acquisitions. Over the past few centuries, religion has been a popular cause of conflict in different parts of the world. When we think of religious extremism, social stigma governs us to first point fingers at Islam. This universal reputation of extremism is the classic case of how the actions of a few become the basis of identity for the many. How the world sees a Muslim and what it really means to be a Muslim are two entirely contrasting notions. People harboring these misconceptions about Muslims need to walk a few miles in the shoes of us Muslims before resorting to snap judgments of any kind.

Myth-busting Lesson #1 – We are not a violent people
Are you surprised? I am sure you are, but it’s true. A Muslim is not a violent person by default. We pray to God five times a day and ask for peace every single time. We are not trouble-makers but believe in helping the people around us solve theirs. These are not individualistic traits present in some and absent in the many. These are the commands of Allah which we will only disobey at our own peril. There are extremists in every religion who claim to be fighting in the cause of God, let not popular ignorance force you to believe this to be a unique characteristic of Islam.


Myth-busting Lesson #2 – Islam is not a strict religion
A disciplined effort results in a multiplied reward. I am sure every one of you has believed in this notion at some point of your lives. We, as Muslims, believe in abstaining from any habit or activity which might harm our general welfare such as drinking, smoking and gambling. This abstention results in a healthy lifestyle bringing joy to us and our families. In a society where protocol demands one to adopt these bad habits in order to earn even the tiniest spec of acceptance amongst your peers, we Muslims believe in sticking to habits which will not degrade us. The religion is hence tagged strict cause it forces us to overcome our temptations which harm us, and get back onto the right path.

Myth-busting Lesson #3 – Muslims are accommodative of other religions
A Muslim thinks of the human race as a single united family, the one Ummah. The Quran guides us to believe that we human beings are at the mercy of the creator. Our duty is to him and so is our return. When we promote Islam, it is not a way of condescending any other religion. We tell you about the miracles of God in the hope that you may believe and follow the right path. A Muslim is not the one to judge between two human beings. The Message delivered by the Prophet Muhammad (May Peace be upon him) clearly states that God guides everyone the way he wishes. Religion is a personal concept and to each be his own.


I know that a single article will not change your religious outlook or your social behavior. My aim, through this article is to sow the seeds of inquiry and curiosity in your minds. Walk a mile in the shoes of a Muslim and I guarantee your love for this world and everything in it, will grow. Islam is the fastest growing religion in the world. Billions read the Quran, Millions memorize it. Ever wonder why?

Thursday 20 March 2014

The Existence of God

This world has one God. He is its Creator and Master. The greatest proof of God’s existence is the existence of the world itself. Spread around us in all its vastness and complexity it bears witness to the existence of a great God who, in His infinite power, controls it. If we have no choice but to believe in the world, we have no choice but to believe in God as well, for the world would be meaningless if we did not accept the existence of a Maker and Master along with it.  Look at how exquisitely the world has been fashioned.  How can it be that it has no Maker? Look at the perfect order which it maintains. Could it really be that no one is controlling it?  The answer, of course, is that it could not. The truth is that, just as man is bound to believe in the world around him, so also is he bound to believe in God.


Suppose we placed a pebble on a potter’s wheel, and then spun the wheel around very fast. The pebble would, of course, fly off, even although a potter’s wheel can hardly reach a speed of 25 miles an hour.  Now, just think for a moment that the earth we live on is also revolving but at a much faster rate than the potter’s wheel.  Yet we do not fly off.  The earth spins continuously on its axis at a speed of 1000 miles an hour - much faster than the average passenger plane - yet we move around on its surface, and live our daily lives without any fear of being thrown off like the pebble from the potter’s wheel.  What a miracle this is.  The explanation scientists give us is that the earth pulls us with great force from underneath, while the pressure of the atmosphere from above pushes us firmly to the ground. A force attracting us from below and a five-hundred mile thick blanket of air enveloping us from above are miracles enough in themselves, and to say that they explain our not flying off into space is to lend even greater credence to the miraculous nature of our entire world.

Everything in this world is in fact, a miracle. Just think what happens when we put tiny seeds into the ground. The soil in which they are planted is uniform in constitution, but they bring forth a vast array of plants­ – radishes, carrots, turnips, guavas, mangoes, mustard plants – everything indeed from the humblest blade of grass to the mightiest oak. Each plant has its own distinct ap­pearance, taste and fragrance, and, according to its species, gives certain benefits to mankind.

On all sides of us, a whole world of miraculous diversity and proportions stretches out before our eyes. Moreover, at every instant, a great variety of life forms are continually coming into existence, quite unaided by man. Yet if all of the human beings in this world were to come together, they would not be able to create even one tiny grain of sand. This all amounts to a miracle of such amazing proportions, those words fail us when we have to describe it. When we try to do so, we only degrade it, for we are unable to do justice to it with mere human words. All we can do is look on in wonder, and ask ourselves: “Besides God, who could have made manifest such a miracle?”


Everything in this world is made up of atoms. In its final analysis, every object is a collection of these tiny par­ticles. Yet by some strange miracle, when these atoms come together in certain proportions, they form the dazzling globe of the sun, and when the same atoms accumulate elsewhere in different proportions they flow in cascades; in yet other places, they take the form of subtle breezes or are fashioned into fertile soil. All these things may be made up of the same atoms, but the nature and properties of each separate object are widely different.

This miraculous world provides man with endless resources which he puts to good use whenever he learns how to tap them. Massive supplies of whatever he needs in life are constantly being accumulated, and man himself has to do very little in order to avail of them. Take for instance the food that he eats. He has but to stretch out his hand for the huge quantities of valuable nourishment which, as part of the order of the cosmos, has been made available to him. Once he has it in his possession, all he has to move are his hands and his jaws so that the food should reach his stomach. Then without any further effort on his part, the food is absorbed by the body and is turned into flesh, blood bones, nails, hair and other parts of the human body Where food keeps the human body going, petroleum another great earthly phenomenon, keeps his activities going. All man has to do is to extract it from the ground refine it, put it into his machines and, astonishingly, the liquid fuel keeps the entire mechanism of his civilization running smoothly. Countless resources of this type have been created in this world, and there is enough of eve thing to meet man’s needs. Man’s part in bringing these things into being, or in changing them into some useful form, is a relatively small one. Therefore, with the min mum of effort, he has his clothes, houses, furniture machines, vehicles and all the other components and accessories of his civilization. Are such occurrences not sufficient to prove that there is indeed a Maker and a Master of the world?

But we must not forget that there is another side to this. Nature has provided us with a pure and beautiful world, yet what have our own actions made of it? We may have refined petroleum and made machines out of iron, but we have also filled the land and sea with corruption. We have converted the world into an arena of smoke, noise, pollution, vandalism and war. We have taken these things to such extremes that quite frequently there appears to be no solution to the man-made problems surrounding us. Very little has been accomplished in our factories, and indeed, in the whole field of technology. The world around us ac­complishes much more than we human beings do. No problems are created by the works of nature, but man’s work is constantly bedevilled by problems.

The earth rotates unceasingly in two ways – on its own axis and in orbit around the sun. But it does not create any noise in the process. A tree goes to work in the way of a great factory, but it does not emit any smoke. Daily, in­numerable creatures are dying in the sea, but they do not pollute the water. The universe has been running in accor­dance with the divine order for billions of years, without ever having to reorganize itself, for everything about the way it is organized is so perfect. There are countless stars and planets moving around in space: they keep to the same speed, never lagging behind, and never exceeding their set pace. All these are miracles of the highest order. They are far more wonderful than anything that man can create, and they happen every instant in this world of ours. What fur­ther proof do we need that the power of a Great God lies behind this world?

When we look at the different life forms, we witness an astonishing spectacle. Certain material objects come together in one body, and there comes into being a creature like a fish swimming through water, or a bird soaring in the skies. Of the great variety of creatures which abound on the earth, the one of greatest interest to us is Man. In ways that are a mystery to us, he is moulded into a well-proportioned form. The bones within him take on the meaningful shape of the skeleton, which is covered with flesh and sealed in by a layer of skin, out of which sprout hair and nails. With blood coursing through channels within this frame, all of this adds up to a human being who walks about, holds things in his hands, who hears, smells, tastes, who has mind which remembers things, accumulates information analyses it and then expresses it in speech and in writing.

The formation of such an amazing being from inert matter is more than a miracle. The particles of which a man is composed are the same as that of earth and stone. But have we ever heard a piece of earth talking, or seen a piece of stone walking around? The word miraculous is barely adequate to describe the capabilities of man. But what else is there to this walking, talking, thinking, feeling which distinguishes him from earth and stone? This factor – life – is

Man has only to think of the nature of his own being to understand the nature of God. The self, the ego in man, has an individuality of its own, which is quite distinct from that of others of his kind living here on this earth. The ego in man is absolutely sure of its own existence. It is the part of man which thinks, feels, forms opinions, has intentions and puts them into practice. It also decides for itself which course of action to take. Every human being is thus separate personality with a will and power of his own. Since our experience of such a being is an everyday matter, what is astonishing about the existence of God, who also is being wielding personal power, although on a scale far greater than ourselves? Believing in God is a very similar mental process to believing in one’s own self. That is what the Quran says that man himself is ample evidence for his self, however much he may excuse himself (75: 14-15).

People demand some miraculous proof before they will believe in the truth of God and His message. But what further proof do they require when they have the miracle o the whole of the universe which has been functioning perfectly for millions of years on the vastest of scales? If the doubter is not prepared to accept such a great miracle, then how is he going to shed his doubts when he sees lesser miracles? In truth, man has been provided with everything he needs to enable him to believe in God, and then to place himself at His service. If, in spite of this, he does not believe in God, and fails to acknowledge God’s power and perfec­tion, then it is he himself and not anyone else who is to blame.

One who has found God has found everything. After the discovery of God, no further discovery remains to be made. Thus, when a man has discovered God, his entire at­tention is focused upon Him. God, for him, becomes a treasure which he cherishes, and it is to Him then that he has recourse for all his worldly and eternal needs.

Suppose someone eats an apple, but detects no flavour in it and receives no nourishment from it. He might be said not to have eaten an apple at all, but only something which looks like an apple. The same is true of one’s realization of God. A man who has truly discovered God will blissfully savour the essence of the experience. Anyone who claims to have discovered God without this accompanying sense of elation has certainly made no such discovery. He has only discovered something which he mistakenly thinks is God. He is like the man eating a fake apple and deriving no satisfaction from it.

God’s world is a collection of atoms. In its elemental form, it all consists of one and the same type of inert mat­ter; but God has moulded this matter into countless diverse forms: light, heat, greenery, flowing water. He has also invested lifeless matter with the properties of colour, taste and smell; and everywhere, he has set things in motion, having carefully controlled this motion by gravity. Discover­ing the God who has made such a world is much more than just acquiring a dry creed; it means filling one’s heart and soul with the radiant glow of divine light and opening one’s mind to incredible beauty and delicacy.

When we eat delicious fruits, this gives us a great sense of enjoyment. When we hear beautiful music we are quite entranced by it. When a handsome child is born to a couple, their joy knows no bounds. Then what of our experience of God, who is the source of all beauty, joy and virtue? On discovering Him, can one remain unmoved? This is something which is hardly imaginable, for such a sublime experience-like coming close to a source of dazzling radiance- must surely leave its mark on one.

Having endowed things with their unique qualities, God Himself must have qualities that His discoverers may savour. To discover Him, therefore, is to experience Him like a fragrance in the nostrils, a taste which excites the pa­late, and a texture which is a joy to caress, a melody which touches the heart. To come close to Him is to live in an everlasting garden of brilliant colours and delicate fragrances. It is to hear such music that one might wish its enchantment to last forever.

The Creator of all light, God Himself is the most resplendent of all beings. He is the light of the Heavens and of the Earth, shedding His radiance on the personalities of all who discover Him. His is the greatest treasure house of all true wisdom. He is the greatest repository of all true strength. His discoverers are so fortified by His strength and so enlightened by His wisdom that no flood or hur­ricane can carry them away. They cannot, once having known Him, do other than evolve into superior human beings.

[www.propheticguidance.co.uk]

Wednesday 19 March 2014

3 Reasons For God

There are many rational reasons for believing in God. This article will briefly explain three simple reasons for God’s existence.

Order in the Universe

When we reflect upon the nature of our world, we see order everywhere from the water cycle to the movement of the earth around the sun. Commenting on the order found in the universe, the physicist Stephen Hawking explains that the overwhelming impression ‘’is one of order, the more we discover about the universe, the more we find that it is governed by rational laws.’’[1]. This observation is shared by the vast majority of scientists.

Since the universe has order and is governed by the ‘laws of science’, we should question how this order came about. The most effective way to answer this question is to reason to the best conclusion. Take your mobile phone for example, your phone is made of glass, plastic and metal. Glass comes from sand, plastic comes from oil and metal is extracted from the ground. Imagine you were walking in a desert (where there is lots of oil, sand and metals in the ground), and you found a mobile phone lying around. Would you believe that it came together by itself? That the Sun shone, the wind blew, lightning struck, the oil bubbled to the surface and mixed with the sand and metal, and over millions of years the mobile came together by chance?

No one would believe such an explanation. A mobile phone is clearly something that was put together in an organised way, so it would be rational to believe that it must have an organiser. In the same way, when we see the order in the universe, isn’t it rational to say that the universe has an organiser?

This ‘organiser’ is best explained by the existence of God. God is the one who bought about the order in the universe.

Beginning of the Universe

If something has always existed it doesn’t need a creator. In the first part of the 20th century some physicists held the view that the universe had always existed. If the universe had always existed it wouldn’t need a creator.

However, according to Cosmology the universe had a beginning some 14 billion years ago with a cosmic event commonly known as the ‘Big Bang’ [2].

Imagine you heard a loud bang, and you asked ‘where did that sound come from?’ Would you be satisfied with the answer that it came from ‘nothing’ and it ‘just happened?’ Of course not. You would say ‘what was the cause of that loud bang?’ In the same way, rationally the ‘Big Bang’ must also have a cause that bought it about. Now we can ask since the ‘Big Bang’ has a cause, what was the cause of that cause? Then we can ask, what was the cause of that cause? And so on and so on. But this can’t go on forever and must end with a first cause, because of the following example:

Imagine a sniper who has just found his target and calls back to base to get permission to shoot. The person at the base tells the sniper to hold on while they seek permission from someone else higher up. So the guy higher up seeks permission from the guy even higher up and so on and so on. If this goes on forever, will the sniper ever get to shoot the target?

The obvious answer is that he wouldn’t be able to shoot. The only way the sniper can shoot is if someone gives permission without asking for anyone else’s permission. That person would be the first cause of the sniper shooting. In the same way, the Big Bang must have a first cause.

We can conclude that this first cause must be powerful as it bought the whole universe into existence, and it must be intelligent as it caused the ‘laws of science’ which govern the universe. Also, this first cause must be timeless, spaceless and immaterial, because time, space and matter began at the ‘Big Bang’. Finally, since it is uncaused it must have always existed.

All of these attributes of the first cause make up the basic concept of God. God is the uncreated first cause of the universe.

Human Nature

Throughout the history of the world, the majority of people have believed in God. There seems to be something built in the human mind that makes us want to believe.

Over the last decade some really startling facts have been found that show that children have an innate belief in God. Dr Justin Barrett, a senior researcher at the University of Oxford Centre for Anthropology and Mind, states “The preponderance of scientific evidence for the past 10 years or so has shown that a lot more seems to be built into the natural development of children’s minds than we once thought, including a predisposition to see the natural world as designed and purposeful and that some kind of intelligent being is behind that purpose…” He adds that “If we threw a handful [of children] on an island and they raised themselves…they would believe in God”.[3]. To put it simply, his answer as to why anyone would believe in God is that, our minds are designed to do so [4]. Disbelief in God is something which is unnatural to the human being. Oxford University development psychologist Dr Olivera Petrovich, who is an expert in the Psychology of Religion states that, belief in God develops naturally and that ‘‘atheism is definitely an acquired position’’ [5].

So where did this natural belief in a creator come from? We can’t say it is taught by society as this belief is innate, and studies show that it is independent of societal pressures and is cross-cultural [6].

The best explanation for this belief is that God has put this into humanity.You have just read three independent reasons why it makes sense to believe in God. Belief in God is not only rational but it’s also part of human nature. There are many questions raised by the existence of God, such as why is there evil and suffering in the world? Doesn’t evolution disprove God? Do we have a purpose in life? For answers to these and other such questions please click on the other articles in this section.

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References
[1] Antony Flew, There Is a God: How the World’s Most Notorious Atheist Changed His Mind

[2] Derek Raine, An Introduction to Science of Cosmology (Astronomy & Astrophysics)

[3] Justin L. Barrett, Why Would Anyone Believe in God?

[4] http://www.cam.ox.ac.uk/publications-original/why-would-anyone-believe-in-god/

[5] Dr Olivera Petrovich, Childs Theory of World

[6] Justin L. Barrett, Jonathan A. Lanman, The Science of Religious Beliefs

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Tuesday 18 March 2014

Who is The Creator?

Can It Be Matter?

A very popular question among atheists is, ‘Granted that the existence of temporal things necessitates the existence of an eternal cause, why should that cause be the God of religion?  Why can’t matter be eternal and be therefore in no need of an eternal creator?’  I shall argue, on an Islamic basis but at the same time also on a rational basis, that the attribute of eternity entails other attributes, which matter does not and cannot have, and cannot, in view of this, play the role of the original and ultimate cause of temporal things.  Muslim theologians say that eternity of existence logically implies everlastingness.  This is true because, if something is eternal then it does not depend for its existence on anything outside itself.  If this is so then it can never pass away, because only those things pass away that lose some of the external conditions on which they depend for their existence.  If the ultimate cause of temporal things is eternal and everlasting, it must of necessity be self-sufficient, [in Arabic] qayyoom and ghanee.

Can there be more than one such creator?  The Quran tells us that this is impossible:
“God never had a child, nor have there been any gods beside him.  [Had there been any], each of them would have appropriated to himself what he created, and some would have overcome others…” (Quran 23:91)

This Quranic argument was paraphrased by some Muslims theologians in a way somewhat like the following:

The assumption that there are gods beside the one true God leads to false consequences and must therefore be false.  If there is more than one god, then:

(a)   if every detail of everything in the world was the result of the action of one of the gods, it cannot at the same time be the result of the action of another god.  But if,

(b)  some things in the world were created by some gods, and others by other gods, then each god would rule independently over what he created, which means that nothing in his world can even in principle, be influenced by anything outside it.  But this contradicts the observed unity and interdependence of the world.  And if that is impossible, then

(c)   some gods will overcome others, but if that happens then the ones who are vanquished cannot be true gods. There can, therefore, be no more than one creator.

How does this creator create?  Since He is self-sufficient, He cannot be said to depend on anything outside Himself in any actions, and cannot therefore be said to produce His effects the way natural causes do.  But if He is not a natural cause, He must be a volitional agent.  And since intention implies knowledge, and knowledge and intention imply life, he must be a living being.  Since He is an eternal and everlasting being, all His attributes must reflect this quality; thus He must be not only knowing, but all-knowing, not only powerful, but all-powerful, etc.

Since no matter in any form can answer to these attributes, and since all these attributes are implied by the two attributes of eternity and everlastingness, no form of matter can be either eternal or everlasting, and thus no matter of any form can play the role of that ultimate cause.  This much of the attributes that an eternal and everlasting creator must have is enough, I suppose, to show that it cannot be matter.

But this conclusion can be further confirmed by what modern science tells us about the nature of matter.

Why should He be the God of Islam?

Some might say, ‘Granted that this god is a personal and living God, and that He has the attributes which you mentioned, why should He be the God of Islam and not, say the Christian or Jewish God?’  The God of Islam is the God of all true prophets of God from Adam down to Moses, Jesus and Muhammad.  But it is a basic claim of the religion with which Muhammad came that previous religions (including Christianity and Judaism) have not been kept in their pristine form which those prophets advocated, but have been tampered with and distorted.  The only religion whose book has taken upon itself to be preserved from any such distortions is the religion of the last of God’s prophets, namely Muhammad, may the mercy and blessings of God be upon him.  This is not to say that everything in those religions is false or bad.  No!  There is much in them that is good and true; it is only those elements in them that contradict Islam which must be false or bad.  But even if they were to be purged of everything that is not in consonance with Islam, they would still be less perfect than Islam is, especially in their conceptions of God, therefore unsuitable for being universal religions.

Having said this, let me give one example of a non-Islamic religious belief which the Quran considers to be a stupendous blasphemy against God, namely that He has children.  At the time of the Prophet, some Arabs believed that the angels were the daughters of God, while some Christians believed that Jesus was the son of God, and some Jews believed that Ezra was the son of God.  Just as the Quran gave arguments for the impossibility of there being any gods besides the one true God, it also gave elaborate arguments to show the impossibility of Him having a child, whether male or female.  If the Creator is one and self-sufficient, then He is also unique, ahad:

“…Nothing is like Him...” (Quran 42:11)

But if so then:
“He neither begets nor is He begotten.” (Quran 112:3)
“…How can He have a child if He has no wife, and if He created everything?...” (Quran 6:101)
The Quran is here saying that the claim that God has children contradicts the facts (acknowledged by those who make this claim) that He is the Creator of everything, that He is self-sufficient, and that He has no spouse.  Now if He is the creator of everything, this necessarily includes the one who is claimed to be His child.  But if this is created by Him, it cannot be His child; it has to be one of His creations.  One does not create one’s child; one begets it.  If it is insisted that the child is actually begotten and not created by God, this will entail the following false consequences:

The begotten child must be of the same nature as its father, in which case God will not be unique or one.

God will not be the creator of everything.

God will have to have a spouse, who must of course be of the same nature as He is, otherwise they cannot beget anything.

But in that case the number of beings who are of the same nature as God will be raised to three.

If the child is begotten then it cannot be eternal, i.e. it cannot be of the same nature as the father.

It must therefore be temporal; but in that case it has to have a creator.  But if the God who is its father cannot at the same time be its creator, then there must be its creator, then there must be another creator besides that God the father; but in that case, this other creator will be the one true creator because it was through his power that the first one was able to beget its son.  This will raise the number of gods to four.

No wonder than that the Quran said about those who claimed that God has a child:
“You have indeed come with something most monstrous, of which the skies almost burst, the earth split asunder, and the mountains fall down in utter ruin.  All this because of their attributing a child to God.” (Quran 19:89-91)

[By Dr. Jaafar Sheikh Idris] 

Wednesday 12 March 2014

Abu Bakr


Faith was a gift I hadn't received until very recently. Throughout my childhood and my youth I always perceived religion to be a very complicated concept incomprehensible to the average man. I was brought up in a Hindu household and found myself involved in all the extensive rituals and customs which the religion commanded. I would always pray as my parents asked me to but my mind had a vast array of questions which always went unanswered - Why the extravagant displays of devotion ? Why pray only in the temple and not at home ? Why pray to an idol ? Why the superstitions ? Why is the Bhagvad Gita not referred when a religious question is put forth ? Who are these God-men who claim to have attained the highest level of spirituality and why is it that they preach different messages ? and the list of inquiries became longer as the years went by, but the biggest question of all -Why so many Gods ? - always bothered me. All these unanswered queries made me agnostic.

My journey began right after I completed my graduation and stepped into the shoes of a software professional. I had a difficult time during the second half of 2013. I was not good at my job cause of my lack of experience in the field, I lost the girl I loved, and found myself with almost no friends by my side at this time This was also around the same time Sir Alex Ferguson retired. I know it seems funny now, but it was a hard time for United fans and it couldn't come at a worse time for me personally. All this whining, complaining and being frustrated throughout the day lead me to question my existence and God's ways. I became desperate for guidance. This is when I decided to abandon the customary practices and rituals of my religion and began to believe in one single God. This is when my life changed forever

One of my closest friends, Mugais Jahangir, is a Muslim and he had a spare copy of the Quran which he asked me to hold on to for a while. I did not think much about this sign from God. As the days went by, I found myself picking up the Quran in a moment of need. This was the first time I was going to explore the message of God. I began to read the Quran every morning before I began my day and found myself inexplicably becoming calmer in life. I began to find joy in the things I was asked to do at work and also received inspiration to reconnect with old friends. Within a couple of weeks, I was neither lonely nor a castaway at work. Things were looking up.

I went back to my friend Mugais and questioned him about Islam and the story of God and for the first time in my life my curiosity was sufficed. He pointed out to me verses in the Quran and different signs and miracles of Allah. It was now that the message hit me and I came to the realization that God was always by my side throughout my life, I was just too busy cribbing and being ungrateful for the things I was blessed with. The feeling, when the message of God hits you, is one that is unparalled. I realised that no problem in my life was too big and no task too difficult. I was ready to dive into Islam and embrace the Prophet Muhammad (May peace be on him) as the last and final messenger of God.

In this state of enlightenment and peace I took the pledge of Islam. The taking of the pledge, another moment every Muslim will remember forever in his/her life. After having said the words in English and Arabic. I took a bath physically and spiritually. I felt peace like no other, a feeling of strength and humility engulfed me. I felt close to God. I knew in that moment I had received the guide to living life in the best way. This feeling is different for different people. The journey is also different for different people. God guides people the way he pleases. But the message of the Quran is one that is constant, its God's order to us. One that I believe completely now and one that I will obey all my life. I am now a believer. I am now a Muslim.

AllahuAkbar

Ipa Tonkin

‘I’m a 16 year old half cast- Polynesian- Australian girl who switched from Christianity to Islam.’

It all started from the minute I started Catholic school (there weren’t any Christian schools in the area I lived). I never had that “connection” with the Christian/Catholic God that nearly all my peers had. Every day after school I would go home and ask the Christian/Catholic God “Why don’t I feel this connection with you? Why don’t I feel your presences?” This question that I was asking for 11 years never got answered and that’s where I started to lose faith.

Finding Islam
It wasn’t until late December of 2013 where I started researching into other religions and that’s when I came across Islam. The more I read about Islam, the more I wanted to convert. So I decided to contact my Muslim friends and ask them about Islam. At the time of all of this happening I was already learning Arabic, Reading the Holy Quran and praying 5 times a day. To me I felt like a Muslim already. But I needed to make it official. So I waited until school started back up again and I went and informed my Somalian friend Leyla Ali. I told her how I wanted to convert to Islam and she was so happy. Later that day my other Somalian friends came up to me to congratulate me and they asked me “Have you said your Shahada yet?” of course my answer was “no” because I haven’t learnt it properly yet. So they helped me. After I said my Shahada I felt like a weight was lifted off my shoulders. I felt aliveAt the moment of all that happening, all I could say was “I’m happy now. I’ve finally found the right path in life.”

It wasn’t very long until I was being contacted from other Muslim peers in my school asking me “Did you really convert to Islam?” At first I was hesitant to tell people that I converted or why I converted. But opening up to them really helped me a lot. 

My first visit to the Mosque
My first visit to the Mosque was such an amazing experience. Being able to go there with my Somalian friends really showed me how supportive they are. My Catholic friends, they were a bit iffy about it at the beginning.

When I arrived I was greeted by Amina. The Sheikh wife. She was already informed about me converting to Islam. As we waited in the Sheikh house I got asked, “Do you know how many times you have to pray? Do you know how to pray the correct way?” I said to Amina, “We have to pray 5 times a day and yes I learnt how to pray the correct way.” She was surprised how I knew how to pray properly already and that’s when we got informed that Sheikh Issa wanted to see us. I was so nervous.

Talking to Sheikh Issa really opened my eyes a lot. For a man who is blind, he truly is magnificent. Sheikh Issa helped me realise that Jesus (Isa) is not “the son of God”. Jesus (Isa) is a messenger of Allah. 

My knowledge was still very limited, so I was given two books to read. The first book was ‘The book of Prophet Muhammad’ (pbuh) and the second book was ‘A brief illustrated guide to understanding Islam’. Both of these books were very helpful and increased my knowledge about Islam.

Disguised
The first time I wore the Hijab I was at study camp. I was coming back from Maghrib and I decided I’ll leave it on for the rest of the night. The Somalian girls told me to take it off because people may judge, but I didn’t listen. Because I knew I had Allah by my side. My last day of study camp I had to deal with drama between me and my Catholic best friends. I tried my hardest to get through to them. That the changes that are happening in my life are for a good reason. But even telling them that, it still didn’t make things better. So I decided I’ll give them space. The main person who helped me through that day and who still is was Yassir Halli. 

I wanted to wear my hijab at school, but I was also in secret from my parents. So every morning I would pack my hijab into my bag and once I got there I would rush into the bathroom to place it on. I felt confident wearing the hijab and I still do. I do get people talking nasty about me. But I try my hardest to not allow their comments to get to me. I was informed from one of my Somalian friends Najmo that when someone is backbiting you, you get their good deeds, while they get the bad deeds. So hearing that boosted my confidence and belief even more.  

My second visit to the Mosque
My second visit to the Mosque I was really excited and very impatient. The reason for that is because it was the day I get to say my Shahada once again in front of Sheikh Issa, my friends and also Magda’s mum. 

I was given by Sheikh Issa ‘The declaration faith (Shahada)’ to read out loud. I was a bit confused at first on why I was saying my Shahada in English. Until Sheikh Issa said “The reason I’m making you read it in English is because you may not understand the whole meaning of the Shahada.”As much as I wanted to read it in Arabic. I continued to read it out loud in English. 

After saying my Shahada I remember Magda’s mum crying. I knew her tears were tears of happiness. So I just hugged her even harder because she has given me so much support since the day she found out. She is like a mum to me now. 

It’s no longer a secret
It was the day before my one month anniversary of converting to Islam when my secret life of being a Muslim came to an end. I was busted by my brother at the shopping centre wearing my hijab. You would have thought I would have been scared and panicking. But I wasn’t. I was calm and happy that he saw me. 

Telling my parents wasn’t the easiest thing I’ve done in my life. But it lifted a great big burden off my shoulders. My father accepted me right away, but immediately he started asking questions about Islam. My mother on the other hand, didn’t accept me at all. She thought it was all a phase and that I was crazy. But I knew the truth.So I lied. I lied to keep myself protected once again. To keep myself from getting disowned or even kicked out of home. I’m back to having a secret life, but only from my mother. When the time is right I’ll tell her again that I’m a Muslim. InshaAllah.

Dealing with people who rely on facts
Through the beginning of my conversion I had to deal with people telling me that “99% of Muslim men beat up their wives” with them ending it with “that’s a fact.” I questioned them on how they know that 99% of Muslim men beat up their wives. I knew right away what they were doing. They were poking holes into my religion. Trying to find a way to get me to convert back to Christianity. It didn’t work.  

It was up to me to educate these people and show them that the 'facts' they are being told is not the truth and what they are seeing in the media is being portrayed. At first nobody wanted to listen and they all thought I knew nothing about Islam. So I gave it another go. Still no luck. The only person who would actually listen to me was my father. I helped him realise that Islam is a peaceful religion and it doesn’t promote violence. 

Support
Just in 1 month and 2 weeks I’ve got so much support from all of the Muslim peers in my year level and also a few in the year levels below me at school and also Muslim parents who haven’t even fully met me yet. I’m truly grateful of them. Alhamdulillah.

Having these people in life has truly been blessing from Allah. All of these people have given me a piece of knowledge I never knew about Islam and I now use that knowledge myself to inform other non-Muslims (Gallo/a). Fahmo Abdul, Leyla Ali, Yassir Halli, Omar Alotaibi, Sammirah Farah, Magda, Najmo and many others I’d like to thank you all for the support you have given me and for not giving up on me.